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Having said that twice in my life and getting those big "NO" slaps in return, the heart doesn't feel like taking any more steps on this path. The 'NO" on this road shatters and ruins you down & its really really hard to get up and move forward. My self confidence went to an all time low.I converted from a social to an anti-social animal. However, its life.You have to move on and so did i.The good part is that you can now feel the pain of others which was unimaginable earlier.

I know i am pathetic at expressing my feelings in person.Thus no matter what i feel, I don't have the courage to stamp another "NO" on my heart.I don't want to decompose my body and soul again.Perhaps that's the fear which has kept me from saying that again.